Why cant time go by faster?  Why cant it be the end of the summer?  Why cant I be finished with school?  And why does being in love have to be so damn difficult?  All this waiting and waiting for the time to pass so I can finally move out and in with him.  I hate the waiting, I try to stay busy to make the time pass but we still have a ways to go.  Why cant people just like me for who I am, why do they want me to be someone im not?  He loves me for me why cant others.  I swear people just pick on the small so that they have an excuse not to like me.  I wish the next few months would just fly by.

I love you baby.....

YAY my birthdays getting closer and closer......im gonna be old, im not gonna be a teenager anymore...  sweet baby!  Anyway the bestest boyfriend ever is taking me to holiday in the park at six flags!  Its gonna be sooo much fun, i cant wait!  other then that everythings pretty good, only 2 more weeks until im on the floor for good at school....thats kinda scary.   jaymes is amazing as usual......hes the best boyfriend ever, and he just keeps getting better and better!   ne ways gotta go....love to all!

I love you baby!!